9.13.2005

odd hours

I've been going to bed at a normal time, but then wake up ridiculously early. At first it was 5am then it was 4, now I will look at the clock and it will read 2:30 or 3. What is going on?! It is not the kind of instance where I roll over and fall back asleep. Sometimes I toss and turn, sometimes I pray, sometimes I lay back and listen to what he might say. But most of the time I find myself lost in the tangles of my mind. Confusion is not the goal they say, so I seek for the truth...unconditional love is the only thing that keeps coming back around.

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